Today was a rough day. Work was good but all the talk of layoffs and cut backs are never easy to swallow. You just don't know what's around the corner. There's no sense of ease or stability. I'm not a one day at a time person. I'm a planner and I can't plan. I'm a doer and I will continue to kick ass.

Work was ok. My back is feeling better and my little tiny cold is a bit better too.

The gym was good. I had a very strong leg and ab workout. Though I must admit it was tough to focus with all the layoff chatter. The other thing that made it tough to focus at the gym is the music they play. Now I realize the music that they play at the gym is not about me. But the music they play is horrible re-mix dance crap. It's horrible. It's horrible but I have learned to tune it out. Today the pointless trainer girl that thinks she's hot and seemingly is taking over the place was telling the manager that the music isn't loud enough. So now they cranked this soul-less crap. I can't concentrate. I'm trying to leg press 550 pounds and I can't get that starter groove because of the horrible music. They had the music so loud that even if it was Motorhead I would not have been able to concentrate. Damn they run that place so stupid. Not too mention they allow phones on the gym floor and people to wear flip flops on the gym floor too. I think both of those infractions should be five years in jail.

To make matters worse I got some really fucked up M/s title holder news. When I read this I got so fuckin' livid. I refuse to be the giant spoon that stirs that pot of drama but I'm really pissed off!

Tomorrow we are supposed to have snow and ice. Sounds like a fun damn day.

I'm looking forward to chilling out with slave barb and the dogs tonight. I need it.