My day was miserable. Once again last night I another bad nights sleep. Weird dreams and waking up in the middle of the night with my heart racing. I'm also over taxed at work. This morning I had slave paul get me up at 5:00AM. I was at work by 6:00AM and cranking it out all day. I was also very exhausted from being up so early after another bad nights sleep. My day dragged and I felt like crap too. I debated all day if I was going to go to the gym but I decided to go. I figured I would do what I can and at least feel productive there. Much to my surprise I had a decent bi and tri workout. It was pretty good considering how tired I was. After my workout I went to the locker room, opened my locker and got dressed. I grabbed my keys from my bag and then reached for my wallet. I can't find my wallet. I know I had my wallet because I gave the gym attendant at the front desk my card so he could swipe me in. I tore my bag apart and no wallet. Shit. I think someone broke into my locker and stole my wallet. As other people came into the locker room as they finished their workout we all got our wallets stolen. They picked our locks and then re-locked them. Holy shit this sucks. I told the gym manager and he said he would call the police and I had to fill out a form. But before I did that I had to RACE to the bank! You see my wallet contained one measly dollar but it also had a live withdrawal slip for $569.00. So I raced to the bank and froze the account. Luckily they didn't get to the bank. The issue hear is this is my mortgage and loan account so I'll need to re-open this account pretty quick. Then I headed back to the gym and filed my police report. Then I raced home and had to call two credit card companies and cancel those cards. The fun just never ends. They have my drivers license and a free oil change card too! I need an oil change and that card was my ticket. Now I don't know if I can get the oil change this weekend. So I have run out of time this evening and I have had no dinner. On Friday slave paul is going to wake me up at five in the morning so I can be at work at six again. I'll work for a couple of hours and then I need to go to the bank with a safety deposit box to get the proper paper work so I get get a new license. This really sucks. Including bouncing around town Friday will be about a thirteen hour work day.

I did keep my promise this evening and set up my Aunts new cable box and we did the grocery shopping too. I can't sleep, I can't focus and I can't concentrate. It's eleven at night and now I need to get everything together for LPN on Saturday. Once again I wont get enough sleep. Everything in and on m body hurts, my allergies are killing me. I want to put my fist through a window, I want to revert back to my old ways I want to unleash the fury that has made people scared of me for most of my life. I wont do that, I wont go back. I will keep earning my Masters cap, every step of the way. I will not be less than what I am!